WELL IT HAS BEEN
A WEEK IN WHICH I HAVE BEEN DREAMING OF CRAWFISH, FISHING AND SITTING OUTSIDE
ON THE PORCH. NOTE THE KEY WORD HERE,
“DREAMING.” I LOOK OUSIDE AND its NUTS. IN ONE NIGHT WE GOT BETWEEN 11-12
INCHES OF SNOW. I’VE GOT TO BE HONEST WITH YOU, NOT A SNOW LOVER.
AS A KID GROWING
UP IN ARKANSAS I DREAMED OF BUILDING SNOW FORTS. LOOKING INTO THE EYE OF THE ENEMY AND
DESTROYING THEM WITH A SNOWBALL. I'M SLEDING DOWN THE SIDE OF A HILL AND
CAPTURING THAT FEEL OF FLYING. WHAT A TRIP! UNFORTUNATELY WE JUST DID NOT GET
THAT MUCH SNOW IN OUR STATE.
I GOT MY FIRST
REAL FEEL FOR SNOW WHEN WE MOVED TO MICHIGAN ALMOST TWENTY YEARS AGO. I
REMEMBER LOOKING OUT THE WINDOW ON THE FIRST BIG SNOW FALL AND IT WAS BEYOND
COOL. HANNAH AND HADDY WERE JUST LITTLE THINGS AND WE HAD A BLAST PLAYING IN IT
ALL AFTERNOON. THEN REALITY CREPT IN.
IT’S SHOVEL TIME.
DO I REALLY HAVE TO MAKE A PATH THROUGH THIS MESS? THE ANSWER IS YES!! NOW I
HAVE TO GET UP A LITTLE EARLIER EACH MORNING TO SCRAPE THE WINDOWS OF THE
CAR. REMEMBER, MIKE, DON’T SLAM ON THE
BRAKES BECOMES A CRY THAT I WILL HEAR OFTEN. (IT IS MY NATURAL TENDENCY TO DO
THIS. WHAT CAN I SAY, I LOVE BRAKES.) I KNOW, IT COULD BE THAT I AM BECOMING AN
OLD CANTANKEROUS CRITTER. AGING SOMETIMES DOES THIS TO A MAN. WELL, AT LEAST IT
SOUNDS GOOD AS AN EXCUSE.
HEREIN IS THE
BEAUTY TO IT ALL. GOD DOES NOT PLAY BY MY RULES. IN MY WORLD IT WOULD ALWAYS BE
GREEN WITH THE TEMP IN THE SEVENTIES. WE WOULD ALL LIVE BY STREAMS WHERE WE
COULD GO FISHING EVERYDAY. CHICAGO WOULD GO TO THE SUPERBOWL EVERY YEAR AND WIN
IT. I COULD EAT ALL THE CRAWFISH WHEN I WANT AND MY HEART WOULD PUMP LIKE A
TWENTY YEAR OLD.
THE REALITY IS THAT
MY GOD KNOWS WHAT IS BEST FOR US. HE KNOWS WHAT WE NEED AND HOW HIS NAME WILL
BE BEST GLORIFIED. THIS YEAR THE STATE OF NEBRASKA NEEDS SOME MOISTURE FOR ITS
CROPS AND GOD SAYS I’LL DO IT THIS WAY. HE WINDS UP TAKING CARE OF US SOMETIMES
IN THE MOST UNUSUAL OF WAYS. I LOVE HIM FOR THAT.
AS I LOOK OUTSIDE
MY WINDOW I AM ALSO REMINDED OF ONE OF MY ALL TIME FAVORITE VERSES. ISAIAH 1:18
“COME NOW, LET US REASON TOGETHER, SAYS THE LORD: THOUGH YOUR SINS ARE LIKE
SCARLET, THEY SHALL BE AS WHITE AS SNOW; THOUGH THEY BE RED LIKE CRIMSON, THEY
SHALL BECOME WOOL.” NO MATTER WHAT I MAY THINK ABOUT SNOW THE BEAUTY OF IT ALL
IS SEEING HOW PRETTY IT LOOKS OUTSIDE. HOW EVERYTHING LOOKS SO FRESH AND CLEAN.
HIS BLOOD HAS
WASHED AND CLEANSED ME. HE ALONE, COULD TAKE THE BLACKNESS OF MY HEART AND
CLEANSE AND MAKE ME WHOLE. MY SINS THOUGH LIKE SCARLET HAVE BEEN MADE WHITER
THAN SNOW.
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